self-conscious
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adjective
feeling undue awareness of oneself, one's appearance, or one's actions:
人目［人の意見］を気にする, 自意識過剰の, ; 〖通例be ～〗 «…を» 気にする «about»
e.g. I feel a bit self-conscious parking my scruffy old car
e.g. a self-conscious laugh.
Philosophy & Psychology having knowledge of one's own existence, especially the knowledge of oneself as a conscious being.
〘心･哲〙 自己を意識した
(especially of an action or intention) deliberate and with full awareness, especially affectedly so:
e.g. her self-conscious identification with the upper classes.