awkwardly
awkward + -ly
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adverb
1. in an ungainly manner; not smoothly or gracefully:
不器用に, ぎこちなく, ぶざまに
e.g. she waddled up the stairs awkwardly
e.g. he landed awkwardly after both of his vaults
e.g. the conclusion seems awkwardly grafted on to the main text.
2. in a way that shows uneasy embarrassment:
気まずいほどに; きまり悪そうに〈笑う･言うなど〉
e.g. Seth responded awkwardly, allowing the silence once again to settle between them
e.g. I cleared my throat awkwardly.
3. in a way that causes difficulty:
e.g. the cruise control is placed awkwardly on the control column
e.g. the ball bounced awkwardly, but Auguste controlled it with his chest.