Daily Round Trip (9/7) #8 Satsuki Unfortunately, sad things continue to happen one after each other..
My grandfather passed away last weekend.
We couldn't see him when until he become critical condition because of the COVID-19 condition.
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Finally, I could see him but he was in critical condition. I holded his hand all day. But just it was 2 days.
When that time, I saw his face, and talked about his old tale with my relative.
On the second night, his condition changes suddenly, and he passed away.
I was only sad. And I regretted many things that I didn't go to grandfather's house during 5 years.
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But, I have come to understand little by little. The sadness made by myself. My lonry heart without him, made the emotion.
Grandfather passed away that he was 95 years old, He had lived a full life.
Nevertheless, I was only sad and unacceptable.
But I wanna move forward even if I'm wrapped in sadness. Because I'm still alive here with my loved one.
Fortunately, there is his history books wrote by him. I try to read and understand more about him.